What did you know about Body Dysmorphic Disorder?
She told me basically that all the rituals I was doing was because of my appearance, It was not OCD, in the back that I taught it was germs or I was afraid that, you know the dirtiness might get someone sick or something like that, but I was strictly obvious of my appearance, and that if I did not ever get down to feeding BDD which was a cause of that, I would never get rid of these rituals. At this point I still not really knew what I had she now said I had BDD, which still three letters to me, but I had gone in a flyer to go this BDD guru.