I am a borderline, I see a lot of the points that people are making about people with BPD. Personally it frustrates me, pretty much everything that is said. I can see how my actions would make a person feel and act, but we are not all selfish and it's not always our fault. I try, try, try so hard to be normal, but as I try so hard, i forget everything else and then I relapse into some socially retarded moron and thats where I get stuck. At the end of the day, we are people. Somewhere.

Borderline Personality Disorder (203 days ago)

I have Borderline Personality Disorder, I have had it for about 7 years. It's horrible to live with. I do struggle with Selfmutilation, though I have stopped it., I am not needy and dependant, but I do isolate myself. I am empty always, never even half full. I hate people, the only person I respect is my Comminuty Mental Health Nurse because she takes the time to sort my life out while I destroy it, it's not a good thing, but I need it. I have been hospitalised several times, I get agitated, I can't be in social situations. I wish it had never happened to me, I never asked for me and it has totally destroyed me. I can't live a life, everything seems temporary and fake. I can't settle, I can't have any interest in anything for mare than a few days, I can't choose a partner a career and its awful. To look at me you wouldn't know, I am very pretty, smart, witty and charming, but inside it's hell, I wish there was a cure, a fix and explanation.